Part 8 – The Wooden Bench and the First Snow
Hazel didn’t sleep much that night.
The wind had a sharp edge now, rattling loose screens and whistling beneath the porch floorboards. But it wasn’t the cold that kept her up. It was the thought of the letter — the one addressed to her.
She kept reading it, tracing the loops in the handwriting with her finger.
Grief was always quieter when it was shared.
And somehow, a mailbox had made that possible.
The next morning, Hazel rose before the sun.
She packed a thermos of tea, a ham sandwich, and a biscuit she would’ve once split with Barney. Then she slipped on Martin’s old denim jacket, tucked Thimble under her arm — who protested the early hour with a low grumble — and stepped out into the frost.
The mailbox looked silver in the pale light.
She walked past it.
All the way to the edge of the property, where the tall sycamores grew wild and the ground dipped slightly toward the creek.
It was the spot where Martin once talked about putting a bench.
“We’ll sit here when we’re old,” he’d said. “Watch the world forget us.”
Hazel had laughed back then. “Speak for yourself.”
Now she stood there and whispered, “You were right.”
Then she turned and walked back to the shed.
By noon, she’d pulled out Martin’s tools, dusted off the saw horses, and opened the container marked Scrap Wood – Good Stuff Only.
Thimble slept in an old planter.
The crow watched from the fencepost, head tilted.
Hazel measured, cut, and sanded. Her fingers were slower than they used to be. But the rhythm came back, just like sewing or handwriting — memory in the bones.
By late afternoon, the bench was assembled. Unstained. A little uneven. Perfect.
She carved one word into the backrest.
Waited.
Then she loaded it onto the red wagon and rolled it, inch by inch, down to the sycamores.
The next morning brought the first snow.
Not heavy — just a dusting. Enough to soften the world, to hush the sound of tires on gravel.
Hazel stepped outside and gasped.
The mailbox was surrounded by paw prints.
Cat. Bird. And something else.
She knelt and studied them.
Tiny prints — different sizes — dogs, likely.
One looked like a beagle.
One too large, maybe a retriever.
But there were no people prints.
Just animals.
Just quiet tracks leading toward the box and then… disappearing.
Hazel pressed her gloved hand to her mouth.
Then she walked inside, pulled out a fresh envelope, and wrote:
“To whoever’s bringing their dogs to say goodbye — thank you.
He would’ve liked the company.”
That day, the mailbox held six new letters.
One was written in blue crayon, folded twice, and sealed with a sticker of a bone.
“I never met your dog. But I think he visits my dreams. He never barks. He just listens.”
Hazel added it to the binder.
Then she added another label.
Letters From Beyond.
She wasn’t sure what that meant yet.
But it felt true.
That night, she made soup.
She set a second bowl on the floor, out of habit.
Then, for the first time in weeks, she turned on the record player in the living room — an old Benny Goodman tune spun through the room, crackling like it had to cross a thousand memories to reach her.
Hazel danced. Slowly. Alone.
But not really.
Because Thimble curled beside Barney’s oak box.
The crow pressed its chest against the glass, wings folded.
And Hazel — with one hand on the table for balance — smiled.
The next morning, she found a gift in the mailbox.
Not a letter.
A collar.
Handmade. Soft leather, gently used. Worn smooth by love.
Attached was a tag:
“In memory of Scout, 2009–2023. He waited too.”
Hazel clutched it to her chest.
Then added a new envelope.
“Dear Scout,
Barney would’ve waited with you.
Maybe he already did.”
The snow stayed for three more days.
And during those days, Hazel received no fewer than twenty letters.
Some addressed to Barney.
Some to Scout.
Some to pets long gone, their names spoken now through ink and paper and frost.
Hazel read each one aloud.
Then she sat on the new bench beneath the sycamores, wrapped in two blankets, Thimble curled beside her, and let the words hang in the cold air like prayers.
It was then she realized:
The mailbox wasn’t about loss.
It was about return.
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